Sophialife

Since I got 4th of July off I headed down to Santa Ana ASAP after a great day with D, how many times do I need to tell everybody that she is the best. She makes my days. Even though she was a bad girl the day before she's just wonderful, super special, mature and soo unbelievable. I found myself realize how creative she is, she's singing all the time which makes you get used to it, but that day (Thursday), I really listened and understood that she, a six year old girl, makes up these incredible lyrics. They're rhyming, they have a read thread and they're inspired of all impressions with an amazing combination of words I didn't even know she'd heard. Her fantasy is beyond everything.

So anyways Thursday, I got off, stressed, ran, waited for the bus and finally raced up to the train track and got there 5.10pm, exactly when the train was supposed to leave to recieve the information of that the train was delayed. My hostma called, there had been an accident and people had got hurt. Next train was going to be first 5.45pm, then 6.30pm and then they put 7pm. And tons of people. But who's not such an angel? Daniel comes and picks me up and I get away from the train station, so appreciated. So we went down to his condo, took showers and then headed a barbeque at Jason place. Such a good time or some little drama, but maybe that's what we need sometimes? We stayed over night, went to Josh's and Jessie's and picked Josh up, went to Danny's and then to a fourth of July church fair with Danny's dad and his wife. Then we headed back to Josh's for forth of July Jippi. A long day of party, chilling out, more alcohol, fireworks, another party, drama, coach, Danny's, wake up, hanging out at Josh's again.

Newport is soo nice, but when you're really there, with people who lives there you get to now the bad sides too - it's not always the dream...as long as you're not super rich. So hard to afford the living. It's hard to tell how bad everything in California everything is for millions of people right now.

It was still the times when Hanna and Evelina was here, when we first met. We were at a party down in Orange county. Remember when I wrote about it? Jennifer was with us as well as Traci. And all the guys. Such a party by drunk people and we were "The Swedish girls". For me that was just a party. For Hanna - haha that's taboo, for Traci a success, for Jennifer a kick-off for her au-pair year and so Evelina - super drunk. Nothing special for me.

Anyways, Jennifer stays in touch with "The one" and a couple of weeks later, after my dear Swedish OC girls left; Jennifer, Mikaela and I went down to Spectrum, Irvine. Down there we got invited to a party/chill out. We went, we drank, we played card games, we socialized, some of the group went out and afterwards we went to bed. It wasn't until that time the first vibe showed up. Chemistry, Fortune, Love?

Well, even though the vibes I didn't think much further until the week of crazy, very different life on Hawaii. Something inside me just said "You want him". I really did. I wanted him. I wanted Danny. I wanted you honey. At that point, straight. Just felt right. Almost right after I came home, actually just two days after, I'm with you. I'm happy. I knew what I wanted. Or even better I felt what we both wanted. So well after that weekend I haven't had much time for anything else than waiting for the next weekend. So the second weekend after Hawaii was a weekend of joy, of disappoinment, tears, anger, drama, other people, confusion and so on. After a sad movie-like bye bye kiss before I got on the train the very last minute before the doors closed we didn't know anything. Where we had each other, what we felt, what we wanted or if we were going to meet again. But what is stronger than two human magnets, two souls - two humans who both like the other? Two pieces which match.

So the love stays, we talk, we apologize and we meet again. So this weekend we made some tacos in the Swedish way, all Swedes you know what I mean ;) and so on Sunday we went on a double date to San Diego Zoo, so rewarding :) I had a lovely day - Thank you Jessie, Jason and Danny :) I hope it will be more of weekends like that before August!

So right now I'm having a great calm week but you're in my thoughts constantly and I just want fly down to you and be there - not let you be alone. For right now, we do need each other sweetie :) <3

It a paradise. It's getting corrupted at some places. Lots of poverity. Rich people. Great hotels. Superfun hostels. AMAZING landscape. Good looking surf instructors. Plenty of Japaneeses. TOURISTS. Many things to do. Perfect weather. Cheap transportation. Perfect for surfing beginners as well as experienced. Unpawed nature. Reinforest. Snow. Desert. Volcanos. Savann. City. Shopping. Souvernirs. Cheap. Macademia nuts. Hawaiian dishes. Palm trees. Clean. Interesting and pretty snorkeling. Super salty water. Waterfalls. Drugs. Communities. Varied dining. Beautiful sights on a horseback. Great hiking trails. Flowers. Aloha. Mahalo. Kava. Hitch hiking. Very close or very far. Vacation. Backpacking.

Such an amazing, wonderful, great, interesting, inspirational week. One of the best - but now I have other things to focus on. That was it haha. Love my life!

Spontanious meetings can be very interesting. Today's was on the earth, random and nice. Thank you Daniel for the great company, good choice of Mexican restaurant and the walk around Santa Monica just hanging out, talking about the life in general and in order to Los Angeles.