Sophialife

It was still the times when Hanna and Evelina was here, when we first met. We were at a party down in Orange county. Remember when I wrote about it? Jennifer was with us as well as Traci. And all the guys. Such a party by drunk people and we were "The Swedish girls". For me that was just a party. For Hanna - haha that's taboo, for Traci a success, for Jennifer a kick-off for her au-pair year and so Evelina - super drunk. Nothing special for me.

Anyways, Jennifer stays in touch with "The one" and a couple of weeks later, after my dear Swedish OC girls left; Jennifer, Mikaela and I went down to Spectrum, Irvine. Down there we got invited to a party/chill out. We went, we drank, we played card games, we socialized, some of the group went out and afterwards we went to bed. It wasn't until that time the first vibe showed up. Chemistry, Fortune, Love?

Well, even though the vibes I didn't think much further until the week of crazy, very different life on Hawaii. Something inside me just said "You want him". I really did. I wanted him. I wanted Danny. I wanted you honey. At that point, straight. Just felt right. Almost right after I came home, actually just two days after, I'm with you. I'm happy. I knew what I wanted. Or even better I felt what we both wanted. So well after that weekend I haven't had much time for anything else than waiting for the next weekend. So the second weekend after Hawaii was a weekend of joy, of disappoinment, tears, anger, drama, other people, confusion and so on. After a sad movie-like bye bye kiss before I got on the train the very last minute before the doors closed we didn't know anything. Where we had each other, what we felt, what we wanted or if we were going to meet again. But what is stronger than two human magnets, two souls - two humans who both like the other? Two pieces which match.

So the love stays, we talk, we apologize and we meet again. So this weekend we made some tacos in the Swedish way, all Swedes you know what I mean ;) and so on Sunday we went on a double date to San Diego Zoo, so rewarding :) I had a lovely day - Thank you Jessie, Jason and Danny :) I hope it will be more of weekends like that before August!

So right now I'm having a great calm week but you're in my thoughts constantly and I just want fly down to you and be there - not let you be alone. For right now, we do need each other sweetie :) <3